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Sun Jan 8, 2006, 5:33 PM

it's so sad. everyone's so busy. no one has time for fun anymore! where has the fun gone??? I'm so busy too and it sucks cause i'm forced to do stuff so that society accepts me as a higher person, when i could just do stuff for myself. Instead, i have to get high grades, take tests WAY TO EARLY, and take a course outside of schoollll... it's like what happened? what happened to the times were we couldn't care less? I love challenges, but i'm sorta doing this against my will. it's not that i abhor work, although i won't completely deny that, it's just that i don't feel like any of this work i'm doing is for me.
math- sure it's needed, but seriously, when will geometry help me??
chemistry- nuff said...
english- this i kinda understand because it shows us how to write stuff, which we will need to do, but to analyze books and make connections that the authors most likely didn't intend?
environmental studies- the only class i enjoy, here i'm learning something, that though may not actually help me in a long run, but it's just fun and interesting

i was talking to my dad the other day, and he was like why do you go to SEA, you don't get anything from it. and i was like SO??!! it's still what i want to do, doesn't that count anymore? and he was like, it's just a waste of time.

so this is what our lives has become. things we acutally enjoy and find interesting have become a waste of time. Well guess what ya bunch of morons *is reffering to a general population* I'M GONNA DO IT ANYWAY!

*hears mom shout: GET BACK TO WORK
*I stupidly say: NO
*mom says: WHAT DID YOU SAY?!!!
*me, the spineless coward that I am: sorry mommy, i'm going to do my work now...

well i guess i'll have to know all sorts of useless stuff if i'm going to rule the world... oh welll back to work

Clubs i'm in:

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~HumorousRaven Oct 30, 2005, 5:41:45 PM

I have a friend who has a gir costume..
but she's in another state

;;;

~BloodyHell666 Nov 3, 2005, 5:42:13 PM

*cries*

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~HumorousRaven Jan 22, 2006, 2:12:09 PM

That sucks. Really, the whole world is a falacy when you do stuff that has no worth, and when there is something you want to do, it's just put off as "waste of time".
Retaliate, Vchan. You're a rebel!

~ruethedreamer Jan 24, 2006, 2:53:20 PM

awwww... we have time for fun. Really. We just dont have the heart for fun anymore. The world hasn't gotten more busy, we're just growing up and i guess this is what grown ups do: sacrifice their lives for success. And yeah... stupid drive to do better. The scary thing is that now i find myself pushing myself to be the best. my parents dont have to do it anymore. I do it all by myself. it really really scares me. I find myself obsessing over my grades and competing and trying to be the best and it's really scaring me because my parents dont really care (except in chem). But in english and history... yeah. And i know what you mean-
Me: Mom, can i try out for musical?
Mom: Ummm... dont you have other things to do?
Me: But i really want to sing...
Mom: It wont help you ultimately. Are you going to go through med school singing?

And thus i haven't sung in more than a year. hell, i dont even think i can any more.
It's fated. We're never going to be able to do what we want... and when we do, or when i do, i'll be found lacking. It's life. It's destiny. What can we do? *cries*

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~BloodyHell666 Jan 28, 2006, 4:08:25 PM

No, i dun think that's true, we do have the heart for fun, or atleast I do, but we don't have the time. Our lives are filled with meaningless activities that we must accomplish to move on to the "next level". But how many levels are there until we get our lives back? How many times do we have to sacrifice for the "better" or the classic, "it's good for ur future"? How can we plan our future, when there are so many different factors affecting it? I don't mean to say that we have to completely abandon everything. But we should be working in moderation, and living our lives.

I push myself to do my best, and I get upset by bad grades. However, if i do get a bad grade, it won't like haunt me or sometihng.

Your just giving up, and handing ur life over to others? The hell I am, if someone want's to make my future, then their gonna write it on what I want. Sure, I'll compromise, but i'm not going to completely give in. Resist sacrificing all for few.

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~ruethedreamer Feb 1, 2006, 1:25:12 PM

but will these levels ultimately give us happiness? if they do, is it worth it to sacrifice all that happiness to get to the final happiness level? living our lives.... i wish i could have some time for myself, some time for FUN.
ehhh... not going to happen soon.
Yeah... grades haunt me. I'm like broken by bad grades *cries about English*
Ah well. Yes. I'm giving up. There's no point. It hurts too much to fight...

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