it's so sad. everyone's so busy. no one has time for fun anymore! where has the fun gone??? I'm so busy too and it sucks cause i'm forced to do stuff so that society accepts me as a higher person, when i could just do stuff for myself. Instead, i have to get high grades, take tests WAY TO EARLY, and take a course outside of schoollll... it's like what happened? what happened to the times were we couldn't care less? I love challenges, but i'm sorta doing this against my will. it's not that i abhor work, although i won't completely deny that, it's just that i don't feel like any of this work i'm doing is for me.
math- sure it's needed, but seriously, when will geometry help me??
chemistry- nuff said...
english- this i kinda understand because it shows us how to write stuff, which we will need to do, but to analyze books and make connections that the authors most likely didn't intend?
environmental studies- the only class i enjoy, here i'm learning something, that though may not actually help me in a long run, but it's just fun and interesting

i was talking to my dad the other day, and he was like why do you go to SEA, you don't get anything from it. and i was like SO??!! it's still what i want to do, doesn't that count anymore? and he was like, it's just a waste of time.

so this is what our lives has become. things we acutally enjoy and find interesting have become a waste of time. Well guess what ya bunch of morons *is reffering to a general population* I'M GONNA DO IT ANYWAY!

*hears mom shout: GET BACK TO WORK
*I stupidly say: NO
*mom says: WHAT DID YOU SAY?!!!
*me, the spineless coward that I am: sorry mommy, i'm going to do my work now...


well i guess i'll have to know all sorts of useless stuff if i'm going to rule the world... oh welll back to work

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I'm feeling very cruddy and like horrible right now *looks at time* 1:37a.m. well that might b it... yea not feeling all the great... wayyy to much stress... sorry for lack of cheeriness... i have stuff to post, and a lot of cool pictures i found, but no scanner... worst nightmare ever...

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okay, i have some pics.. now i need time to upload them, i'm still on a major poetry blockage *hears rousing cheers at this* yea well.... ummm i hope no one hates me or anything!!!! uhhh i couldn't really comment on all the deviations, i'm sorry, or the journal entries, I'M SORRRRYYYYY wow i feel horrible while i type this... and its not even to invoke pity... umm sorry again...

my radical journal title has nothing to do with this journal entry... apologies... but ya have ta admit... it sounds pretty awesome...

mm, well i just checked me journal and with a jolt of surprise, i realized it said... 'i still have school...' and i thought to myself... well even if i am doing all this work... i really don't have school do i... because if i had school, i would be cursing the human population of the earth, now i'm just cursing off anyone that invented biology... i'm gonna b taking the S.A.T. II biology test and i've actually started studying.... its not fun *pouts*

Where has our glorious leader been you ask?

I've been on trips around the world.... ahhh by which i mean... i've been to India to visit family members. saw some ancient places, visited some ancient people, and ate some ancient food *the last one is just for effect... no worries* lotsa fun but kinda same as usual... excited to go, pleading to be taken back... nothin new... good food though incase anyone cares...

mmm i'm sorry to say that i accidently deleted all of the journal entries... and if neone says different then i say 'atleast i didn't pick out entries to read and others to delete!' but i will go through the deviations. i also plan to put up some pictures and what not... but first i have to find my camera... wish me luck *dives into suitcase and, literally, hits rock bottom*

in case you haven't noticed my writing style is radically different, this is because i am on a radical sugar high... dead serious mannn. you can't get sweeter than an indian sweet... sugar comes in by the... well whatever system they use over there BUT ITS A LOT! i am also finally realizing the freedoms of summer... and how i'm never going to experience ne of em... and on that emo note i end this piece, dramatically, grammatically, and fantastically ... this piece of course lacking every single one of those aspects!

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JUST SAW A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS AND IT ROCKED... really quite good! the ending about happiness bothered me... not at all like the usual depression of lemony snicket. and the movie reffering back and forth between lemony snicket and the baudelaire orphans... in the books i have to say it can get redundant. and i loved the little elf thing at first i was like WHAT IS THIS? then i laughed and laughed until someone told me to shut up.. well okay i told me to shut up... same difference


quote from charlie and the chocolate factory
chewing gum is really gross
chewing gum i hate the most

HAHAHAHHAA ISN'T THAT GREAT? JOHNNY DEPP HERE I COME!


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